Gateway to Eternity!

Gateway to eternity – this moment of Now – being present with Silence just like silence – just being there – outside of time and space; desires and questions; emotions and thoughts; existence and non-existence; language and silence; everything and nothing. When all these concepts collapse, what remains is THAT you touched a bit for fraction of second here and now. Let THAT transform your life completely now. Indulge in everything and indulge in nothing keeping both parts of yourself complete with unique flavor of existence and the common Ground of Being. Nonetheless THAT will dictate your parts of existence aligning it more and more in sync with the ‘ideal existence’ perspective of The One.

Blessed are those who let go all beliefs and yet welcome all new experiences with eyes of an innocent child. Let go even presumptions, assumptions of future or new experiences happening now and let THAT show you, experience you fully with an open slate, what that experience actually holds and means in widest possible perspective.

Brahmande te pinde. All my forces are within you. No one is going to grant you something ‘alien’ to you. All knowledge is within you. All my bliss and love is to be found within you literally. So as you have stopped searching outside, keep it up and the inner ONE will shine through and equip you with all that SHE has to offer you and HE has to experience through you.

These days of heightened silence within while fully at peace with the outer noisy manifested world – I AM with you – at each moment enjoying your victory over yourself – growing truly as an adult child – learning and implementing all that you learnt.

Keep up the good work – that itself is the Great Work. All roads lead to Nirvana as Nirvana is not a name of destination but the very points of here and now that make up the journey on all roads.

Sachin plays good cricket. For him all the years that he played were not for achieving a single goal and then leave playing cricket – but enjoying each and every ball that he played and will continue to play – as that is his Nirvana!

Khuda Hafiz!

Surrender of ego

Aware, intelligent, agile, powerful and curious being – Shiva within. The way ‘Tao’ speaks of is of marriage of both heaven and hell, Shiva and Shakty within, night and day, power and love, passion and compassion and so on, dear. What is this marriage? Yoga of ultimate nature, where you and I join as ONE and witness the totality of our being – the conscious dot on the periphery and the unconscious circle of zero. Let us now move forward after this brief pause to shake you off and see reality as it is. The second phase of the process begins now, here, at this very moment I initiate you into the yoga of works, yoga of love, yoga of mind (knowledge) – the trinity of Integral Yoga – shaktipat, gnosis and surrender all happening simultaneously with ‘ME’ – no ‘you’.

Surrender of ego is an ongoing process – it (ego) may creep up at any moment so being an aware watchman is advised till the entire process is completed successfully. Yoga of works will now require to break out of the cocoon that your ego has created as a ‘safety chamber’ to protect itself and also create a sense of ‘self’ through repetitions, ‘nature’, likings and dislikings, assumptions, beliefs and so on. When your personality is free of these, you do retain a typical flavor – fragrance – but your ‘field of vision’ expands terribly beyond this self created cocoon which was built with wrong assumption of world being ‘outside’ and you being ‘separate’ from it!

Now that experientially you know The One is the only one how far out or inside you go, drop off all these beliefs and let ‘ME’ blossom fully within this system – this point of contact with my own manifested universe – and act out my plan in sync with rest of my point of contacts. Surrender of ego, fears, beliefs, personality, lethargy and personal will is all I AM asking now – rest will be taken care by ME.

Universal will has mysterious ways to follow its only goal of evolution.. so even if you doubt, let ME be.. let ME be..

In The Beginning…

In the beginning

Beginning of all

Complete darkness

No light at all

No sound no matter

Nothing else around

And then HE thought…

Let there be light

No darkness at all

Let there be sound

No silence at all

Let there be Stars

No emptiness around

In such a vast universe

No life at all

No one to talk to

No feelings at all

Existing in this vastness

With no one around

And then HE desired…

Company of intellects

To be loved & love’em all

In a world so beautiful

To be appreciated by all

Wonderful souls with freedom

No limits at all

That’s you and me

With HER all over

To exist and experience

And evolve forever

While HE rests unmoved

In nothingness forever.

Prayer to Mother

O mother – O divine mother! Take me in thy infinite lap of nothingness. Embrace me fully so that I can dissolve into thy pure love and let my insane ego die out on your divine lap.

O mother, help me perceive and experience thy divine love pouring on me. O mother, please open my vision fully to be able to see thy myriad of manifestations to support me, caress me in each moment of eternal now. O mother, open my dirty heart and cleanse it with thy divine unconditional love and let compassion blossom within me here and now. O mother, let me become fully aware of thy existence on this very plane as Mother Gaia, as my biological mother, as Kundalini Shakty and as mother Prakriti.

I have forgotten thy existence, importance, love and relation with me in my egoistical pursuit of knowledge without love – which is not sustainable – as knowledge without love is dangerous for overall existence. I surrender my egoistic intellect at thy feet – please cleanse it with thy benevolent blessings and return back as Gnosis along with divine compassion and love – opening my heart and mind fully and in unison to serve you fully from depth of my heart – as service to THAT which you are one in unison with – as Shiva-Shakty – The One!