‘Run Lola Run’ – you have seen it (movie) and experieced it. Every moment being driven by some desire, some thought, some inspiration, some fear, some unknown destination. What has happened now is this. The movie has stopped or rather you are taking frequent ‘pause’. During these moments of ‘pause’ nothing is needed – nothing is truth – no desires and no wishes – no running, walking, sitting or sleeping. It’s like you step out of the ‘The Truman Show’. That’s it. That’s all. That’s the preparations for the ultimate jump into Nirvana.
You get frustrated and fearful that you are no more ‘running’ after enlightenment or money or fame or success or love or yourself. You have stopped searching. You doubt even the simplest form of ‘exercise’. Good God. Don’t worry. Even if you completely stop – you are moving ahead faster – much faster. The ‘running’ does not yield anything while the ‘pause’ gets you eternity. Be here in now. It’s now practical. It’s the theory applied. Zero. Nothingness. So go for it. Just being – peaceful – thoughtless – aimless – death – nirvana.